Familiar with my Mind
Nothing hurt like the lies that you told Not grudges, but memories I only hold You turned me into a monster that never be tamed For that, not just you, even I’m to be blamed With nothing to live for and nothing to lose I have two options- life and death, and the latter one I choose I wished it was a storm in a teacup I wish it was a nightmare from which I could wake up I tried hurting you but I ended up hurting myself instead With those fake truth that I once had in my head Those fake assumptions with so called comforting lies It took years to be born, our friendship now dies I even don't know when did I go so wrong That you had to hide those things from me, for so long I thought I knew you pretty well But after the breakdown of my illusion, it hurts me like hell I don’t know why you chose to hide I don’t know why you thought me to be worthless and lied But no need for pity, I’m always fine The only change is that I lost someone, ...