Outburst of feelings

The strings of love have wrapped around us, delicate yet tight, The time seems to have lapsed, the moment black and white. I had promised my brain I won't lose control, But seeing you my heart takes over and my brain goes on a stroll. All my paths lead to you, even when we move away, I want you to be by my side and tell me that you'll stay. You've become so precious for me and I don't know how, I just want to say that you mean the world to me now. All the rainbows and sunsets of my life with you, I want to see, 'Coz they look beautiful only when you're with me. Till our bones become weak and our hair turns to grey, I want you to be by my side and tell me that you'll stay. But I won't force you to love me, giving music to my silent song, Because I know that anything that's forced doesn't last long. Now with you, I've started smiling more, The happiness that I'm experiencing, I've never felt before

I thought that you were my best, But you turned bad, worse than the rest. You loving me was a lie I told my heart, You lied to me from the very start. God sent to my life not colours, but a chamelion, It's a mystery what I saw in you amongst a million. You tossed away my heart in sorrowful scraps,  How gullible my heart was that it fell into your traps. You left my heart in cracks, but then sunshine entered in, And I pulled myself out of darkness to see what lies within. You cheated on me with every damn act, And then you left me after taking all you could extract. I gave you all of me but you used me as a bait, Each of your blows hit my self respect straight. You've lost all the respect which I once had, But trusting you blindly was completely my bad. But dear, see, now the tables have turned,  You'll now see how your ambitions, right before you, are burned. I will make you pay for each wound, each stab, You'll