Outburst of feelings

When you went, you pulled the colors of my once colourful skies, Those were beautiful, even if they were lies. Why do I get all the pain? If there was no love,then why is it making me go insane? Why do I care, if you don't? Why do I try to please you, knowing that it won't? My brain wants to move on, but my heart wants to try one more time, Why my soul is made to die, is loving you a crime? I want to go to the past and cling to the things I had there, I wanna just be with you, inspite of knowing that you hardly care. My existence doesn't effect you anymore, Though my love was real, sweet and truly pure. I just want all those things that I once had, May be just for a second, but it'll make me more than glad. With tears, I glance at the things we used to talk, Now I stroll alone, when together we used to walk. You have a place in my heart which no one else can replace, You light my nights and you fill my empty space. I just wanna see you, feel

Open your arms to hold me when I fall in, Put me together, piece by piece, to what I had once been. Be my twilight and my sunrise, As to brighten up my day, your tender smile will suffice . When nobody trusts me tell me that you do, Hold my hand, and tell me that I'm always with you. At the same time, be my weakness and my strength, Even if I ever lose my memory, be my unforgotten nepenthe. Be what I'm addicted to, be thing I can't never get over, In my grim fate, be my four leaved clover. Believe me, love like this will be hard to find, But you'll realise this only when you set your heart over mind. Be the person with whom I count the stars at night,  With other feelings in the air, let our love sublime. Be the shoulder for me to cry on, Be my antidote to forget the things that have gone. A bit of care, a bit of help, is all that I need, A bit of love's ointment when with hatred I bleed. I just want a bit of care, a bit of love